February 2012
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Happy again
Besides the fact I don’t talk to my best friend, I’m truly happy. I have no family problems what’soever, I’ve become more honest with my parents and we have a more open relationship now. I’ve always had a close relationship with my sister and it just seems like things are getting better between us. School has been going great for me, my grades are better then what I...
Anonymous asked: Why don't you and ella just swallow your guys' pride and just apologize to each other! I'd hate to see a great friendship like that die. Come on now guys.. It doesn't matter about who always apologizes first or whatever. Its about your friendship. Because its worth it. You both have been blessed with each other. Fix it. Talk.
I miss the friendship we used to have.
Just so you know
After I saw your post, I would talk to you, but I won’t do this at school and I won’t do it over text because you don’ want that. Plus, you won’t talk to me any other way so;
I wish you would just suck up your fucking pride and just be here for me. But no, you have to act ignorant. Honestly, I know you think I’m a fucking bitch, I’ve changed, and all that...
Anonymous asked: You said you don't have friends? o.o Don't you at least have old friends or something?
Anonymous asked: are you and ernest still together?
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Just because
Damn, I need to get off tumblr. Seeing all these pictures and posts about relationships and couples and everything keeps reminding me of, well what use to be, us. Almost everything I see is everything I use to have. Why does Valentines day have to be next week, fuck all of you happy couples. -_-
"I'm fine."
NO I’m not fucking fine. I’m going through so much shit, my week was fucking horrible. Sunday I was the usual, depressed, still trying to be happy again but somehow I ended up crying myself to sleep. Monday school was just annoying as fuck, found out how some people really felt. Tuesday was the worst day of the week, worst day of the month, worst day of the year. Everything went...
Make the most of everything
I should stop taking pity on myself. There are people out there that have things so much worse then me, and they probably don’t have half the blessings I do. I’m so selfish, I should be thankful for what I have and more importantly, the people in my life and try to make the most of everything. I hate to say it but if I’m not happy, that’s my fault, I could be out making...
Anonymous asked: What were the highlights of your eighth grade year, summer, and freshman year?
Anonymous asked: #1 & #48?
Remember all those long conversations that lasted...
Anons are cute. rape my ask.
1. What is your best friends name?
2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
3. What are you listening to right now?
4. Whats your favorite number?
5. What was the last thing you ate?
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
7. How is the weather right now?
8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
10. Do you have a significant other?
11. Favorite TV show?
12. Siblings?
13. Height?
14. Hair color?
15. Eye Color?
16. Do you wear contacts?
17. Favorite Holiday?
18. Month?
19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
20. What was the last movie you watched?
21. Favorite Day of the Year?
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
24. Hugs or Kisses?
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
27. Who is most likely to respond to a text from you?
28. Who is least likely to respond to a text from you?
29. What books are you reading?
30. Piercings?
31. Favorite movies?
32. Favorite football Team?
33. What are you doing right now?
34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
37. Dogs or cats?
38. Favorite flower?
39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
41. Have you ever loved someone?
42. Who would you like to see right now?
43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
48. Are you missing someone?
49. Do you have a tattoo?
50. Anybody on Tumblr that you'd go on a date with?
Honestly,
I think I just miss my best friends. I don’t think they care about me anymore. They don’t even bother to check up on me anymore, don’t even try to talk to me anymore, don’t even try to be with me anymore. I don’t know if I did anything wrong but no doubt, they should be here for me, when I need them the most. I always try to make an effort, always but end up getting...
I can't do this anymore
I’ve been feelings like shit lately. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m bipolar as fuck, I don’t smile half as much as I use to, and I can’t go a day without something bothering me. I hate this feeling I have. I don’t have anyone to talk to about it, I feel like no one is there for me anyone, I’m so alone. I honestly can’t take it. I...
January 2012
It’s the little things that mean so much.
Little actions. Little thoughts. Little details. People remembering small stuff like your favorite color, your favorite character, your favorite food, favorite music, and personal preferences, etc. That’s cute to me.
You make me happy.
You make me laugh, you make me smile. You make me feel like I can be completely me and instead of thinking it’s weird, you think it’s adorable and cute. You give me this feeling I can’t even begin to describe. With you, I just feel so complete. With you, it just feels so right. I feel like everything makes sense now, all because of you.
It's cute when guys express their feelings.
When they worry about a girl. When they miss a girl. When they show they care. It’s cute and it’s attractive. Girls don’t want to be the only ones that show how they feel. Actions will always speak louder than words. Sensitivity to others not only shows maturity, but it also appeals to us females because we want guys to tell us when they’re worried, when they miss us, and when they care. It’s...
I don't like sharing you.
When you give other people your attention, of course I’ll get jealous. But only because you’re mine. Sounds selfish, but I just don’t want anyone else to have you. I don’t want anyone else’s hands on you nor do I want to see them flirting with you. Cause when I say you’re mine, you’re mine.